The imperfect beauty of human beings

I refuse to think people are jerks. And when I am in a situation where the number permits it, I refuse to take persons for people. And well, guess what? In my line of work, it is not an easy position. Maybe it’s because of the boxes our darling patriarchy puts us in, I don’t know, but I feel an enormous pressure to play the imbecile who treats her clients like wonderful fat babies.

It is absolutely impossible for me. It’s an insult to myself, to you, to the enchantment two beings can create together. I cannot be a doll to be dressed or undressed. I cannot have those huge ecstatic idiot eyes while playing with my hair and say that this shallow show off conversation is “fascinatiiiing” when I am bored to death. This is not me. This will never be me. And, frankly, I find it very sad that people respect themselves so little that they ask that of someone.

However, I am intimately convinced that there is something marvelous, touching, beautiful and admirable in every being, as soon as they forget their shit and allow themselves to be simply themselves.

This is something I have in me, seeing that in people and showing them their marvelous, their touching, their beauty, their admirable. It is one of my favorite qualities, and a great pride to have made it an important part of my work.

Sex work is, in fact, a perfect place to explore these things. In the time we are together, we can forget the outside world, leave the masks behind and explore you.

You are not obliged to see me again, never. (Sometimes it makes me a little sad but it’s no big deal, it’s my problem and part of the game.) Your physique – as a social receptacle of good points on the scale or your fuckability – does not import me, what inflames me is who you are. And, frankly, whatever you do or say, there is a fat chance that I’ve seen “worse”!

There is only one situation when I judge my clients: it’s when they try to play games of power with me. (Well, I say “clients”, but it is something I find out very fast so there are very few chances that this kind of person may meet me.)

You will see, it makes us so light to be oneself with the other! The imperfect beauty of human beings.

(I speak in general terms but it also works with sex. Do not hesitate to come to me with your desires, even the most eccentric. I love to experiment!)